martes, 3 de junio de 2008

MY FIRST LACK OF AFFECTION (Narrative)

At least once in your life you have to experience or have experienced disillusionment, haven’t you? ; That is very common in the teenager stage, and I was involved in it once; thus I know how much pain it causes, situations that you have to go through and have to overcome.

All happened when I met Juan, my first love. He was very important for me because at the beginning of our relationship he treated me well and took care of me. He was very lovely and careful with me; I was really in love with him. Since I met him I began to discover a wonderful person, I went into his mind and understood what he felt.

However, not everything was perfect, our relationship started to change. He began to avoid me, stopped callingme, and even worse he didn’t want me by his side anymore, in a few words he broke my heart in little pieces, making me feel so terrible, I never imagined that what I thought the love of my life was, wouldn’t end like that. I was depressed most of the time, asking myself if I did something wrong. That’s when I knew what lack of affection meant.

Overall there were some circumstances I had to go through such as depression, sadness, vulnerability and low self-esteem and many more contrasting feelings, I didn’t know what to do to overcome those situations, but there were five girls, who offered me their support and unconditional friendship, who helped me a lot and suggested me to forget the man who broke my heart. Nothing was easy because I was deeply in love with him, and he couldn’t get out of my head.

As a conclusion, I experienced one of the worst experiences in the world, but at the same time it helped me a lot to understand better those life situations, and be able to overcome them whenever it is necessary.

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